The crucial years

4 October 1970, Dasara, Prasanthi Nilayam

Professor Kasturi's English.

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THE Vedic with which the offering is given to the Gods is:

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"I propitiate the three-eyed One, the fragrant, the promoter of strength and sweetness, of light and happiness."

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The mind is just a pattern of desires, a composite of the warp and woof of plans and resolutions. It has immense potentiality to create manifold images, and so is also called imagination, Imagination hides the Truth. It fogs the intellect, perverts the vision, deviates the straight path of the aspirant. Desire creates a mirage where there was none before. Desire imposes beauty where there was none before; it clothes things with desirability. To escape from the clutches of desire, which gives birth to the brood of anger, hatred, malice, greed, envy, faction, falsehood, etc., one has to cleanse his consciousness by prayer and (good activity, selfless, desireless activity). is the best for eliminating the nefarious pull of the mind towards desires.

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Take up the attitude of servant with God as Master asked () how he was related to Him. replied, "When I feel I am this body, I am related to you as a Servant to his Master; when I feel I am the individualised soul, , I am related to you as the reflection in the mirror is to the Original that is before it. When I know that I am the Universal Soul, and that all other appearances are futile fancy, I am related to you, no, I am You, You are I."

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So long as you are bound to the superstition that you are the Body, with the Name given to it as your name and the Form in which it appears to others as your Form, you must take up the attitude of Servant, with God as Master, with all others as Master, and wipe out the ego, by constant denial of its demands. That is the reason why I called together the All India Conference of , so that they may know from Me the basic principle of Service. When a rich man employs an attendant on . 30 a month, he accepts the attention and the other offers the attention, with the recompense always in view; there can be no (servant-served) bond between them. It is a cash nexus that binds them. But when there is no compulsion on the side and no compensation required on the other, then, it is really . Feel that every one is , with the in them, as them, immanent in the three worlds, transcendent above the three (balanced, active and dull) and offer what service you can with no thought of the reward - that is real . This is the secret of , as defined in the , which explained so clearly to you now. Various service activities were mentioned here, as part of programmes - friendly visits to hospital wards, in Jails and Reformatories and Remand Homes, helping the poor among arrivals at Bus Termini and Railway Stations, etc. All these are good acts, no doubt; but whatever is done, however useful or demonstrative, it is the spirit behind the service that matters.

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It is your nature to give and forgive Treat the person served as your own brother or sister, as children of , who is your own mother. Your sisters and brothers have different bodies, separate from yours, like these others, haven't they? But, yet, you feel a special attachment to them. Why? It is the consequence of Love. Have the same Love to these others, too. You love Me and adore Me, don't you? Well; see Me in all beings, for I am there, in all beings. Like the current that illumines every bulb, however weak or strong, your God is in every living being. Win Grace by worshipping Me who is moving in and through them. You need not be wearing the uniform or parading the badge; he need not wear the uniform of supplication, or parade the badge of pain. Sit by him, as you will sit with your brother. Hold the patient by the hand, look into his eyes with compassion, fill his palms with , inquire how you can help him and let tears of gratitude flow from his freshened eyes. That is the reward which must sustain you. Even if there is no expression of thanks, even if you are received with cold silence or shrug of dislike, carry on, for it is your nature to be giving and forgiving. If you have a silver image of and you desire instead an image of , it is foolish to cover the image with a piece of cloth and pray that it might get transformed into ! You have to break it into pieces, melt the silver and pour it into a new mould, the mould of . So too, if you seek to transform yourself into , you have to pour the mind melted in the fire of (spiritual wisdom); the mind can be melted only after it has been hewn into pieces by means of various acts like , , , (service, singing, chanting and meditating), all sharp with the edge of renunciation.

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Love is born in the womb of Human lives are now passing on and on, filth over filth, bent, broken, diseased, distressed, disheartened. To ennoble these lives and to make the human heritage worth while, I have come. I am evincing all this enthusiasm to teach you the proper attitude to , for,

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Love expresses itself as ; Love grows through ; Love is born in the womb of . And God is Love.

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The (Divine incarnation) is a Child to the children, a Boy to the boys, a Man among men, a Woman among women, so that the 's message might reach each heart and receive enthusiastic response, as (bliss). It is the compassion of the that prompts His every activity.

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Birds, beasts and trees have not deviated from their Nature; they are still holding it valid. Man alone has disfigured it, in his crude attempt to improve upon it. So, the has to come as man among men, and move as friend, well-wisher, kinsman, guide, teacher, healer and participant among men. He has come to restore , and so when man follows , He is pleased and content. Act so that your career as a man is not degraded, desecrated. With hands on chest, assert, "I am man; I am human; I am saturated with shining humanity, humanness." God does not draw you near or keep you far, you near Him or keep away from Him. God has no likes or dislikes. You live according to the highest demands of your nature and you are near Him.

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Make every work as Divine worship Learn lessons from the Sun, Moon, the clouds, the sea - all are teachers of the prime importance of discharging one's duty, without complaint. Trees distribute their fruits and their shade to every one, even those who lay the axe with intention to destroy them! Mountains suffer heat, rain and storm without demur, and are plunged in meditation for ages. Birds do not hoard for years together the wherewithal for food or shelter; they do not lament for they do not lavish affection on their progeny, more than absolutely necessary for their survival. Nature () is your school, your laboratory, the gateway to liberation, and the panorama of God's manifold majesty. Seek to know the lessons it is ready to teach; all things in Nature are as as you are. So, any act is Divine; any work is Divine worship; build the mansion of your life on the strong foundation of the faith that all this is . Monks, , Heads of and Monastic Organisations preach in an atmosphere surcharged with pomp, pedantry and publicity, "the insist on the dissolution of the ego, the insists on surrender, the Bible emphasises humility and charity;" but, they wallow in the low desires for pelf, power, name and fame. They aspire for transient trinkets, tawdry fame, and cheap tinsel glories. What they have to teach is simply this: When you feel you are a (individual being), you are separated from God; when you feel you are (Divine), you are one with Him. Seeing the rope as a snake makes you shiver; seeing it as the rope you lose fear and start playing with it; it is yours, for the grasping! The snake did not arrive or depart; the rope did not arrive or depart. Light appeared and darkness disappeared. Ignorance fled, knowledge dawned - all in a trice.

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's delay in responding to 's call Call on Him who is Light; ignorance and fear, its consequences, disappear! had been gambled away by the eldest of her consorts, the renowned , Master of Righteousness. Taking mean advantage of her serfdom, the villainous cousins, and , drew her by the hair into the Hall and dared lay their demonic hands on her threatening to render her nude, before the vast gathering of courtiers. Her lords were present there, witness to this atrocious infamy. In her agony, she did not call upon any of them, though each of them was superior in heroism and valour to the entire gang of vice, arrayed against her! She did not rely for her rescue on the heavenly weapons that had won from the Gods; nor, on the mighty mace of which could shatter the armoured chests of the toughest warriors. She relied on God, not man; she knew that all the five brothers, for all their vaunted heroism, were but men. Voluble as women are, especially when in distress, she called upon using a string of appellations, like , , , . When at last granted her His Vision, He had to say that some delay was caused, since she did not call Him from her own heart where He was all the time! She said He was the Resident of (!) and so, He had to go thither and come hither, as fast as He could!

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Be true to your own Truth Do not imagine that God is residing in or or . Know that He is in your own heart; evoke Him from there, invoke Him there, and He grants you the Vision, immediately. I am in your heart and so, your tricks cannot mislead the God you are. You are - the embodiments of Truth. That is why I do not address you as, 'O ye Disciples!' 'O ye Devotees!' That will be crediting you with a status you do not have. I call you as (O ye Embodiments of the ), which is a correct statement of fact. No experiment can prove this untrue. You must also be made aware of this. You are not , or ; you are the immortal eternal ever-pure ! , replied, when asked for his blessings, "My blessings will not help you at all; win the blessings of the Truth that is your very core! That alone will stand by you, in times of need!" You are (embodiments of Truth); be true to your own Truth. The is propagating the tonic teachings of the and ; many hear but few nurture and nourish. There are some who come to Me and ask for (instruction), some which they can repeat and through the vibrations the produces, they hope to break the shackles that seemingly bind them! They tell Me they have read the scores of times, with all its commentaries; they can repeat the , all the 700, upside down, and interpret them, in any of the three ways - Dualistic, Qualified, Monistic. I tell them, "If you have not developed faith in the words of God that you have read, recited, learnt by rote and revered for years, how are you confident you will use my with confidence that it will save you! I have neither , or - this or that type of instruction!

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The best is the Divine in you The secret of liberation lies, not in the mystic formula that is whispered in the ear and rotated on the rosary, it lies in the stepping out into action, the walking forward in practice, the pious pilgrim route and the triumphant reaching of the Goal. The best is the Divine in you; yearn for hearing His Voice, His . If you seek worldly , you will have to run from one to another, like a rat caught inside a drum, which flees to the right when the drummer beats on the left and to the left when he beats the right! Be aware of God and His overpowering Love, whatever you do or say. That is the best advice I can give to the members of the . The young persons of this ancient land blindly pursue the ideals and fashions of other lands, which have no depth of culture, who are amateurs in the art of successful living. Their dress, talk, behaviour, conduct and attitude appear outlandish, strange and absurd, in the background of the culture of . They cause grief and pain to those who know the worth of the ways they desert. Love of country or culture springs from the love of parents; it is the love you bear them, their language, their religion, their modes that later blossom into love of the family, the community, the village, the religion, the language, and the soil of the entire country Which sustains all these.

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Take no devious path, but move in the footsteps of God and the godly during this period of your life. The body is but a lump of clay we carry about with us, between birth and death. We were before birth and we shall be again, after this sojourn on earth. Devote the body while you have it, with all its furnishings of intellect and imagination, skill and knowledge, for the purposes I indicate and win Grace.

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When you get, in spite of best efforts, ugly, harmful ideas of hatred or anger, or animalism, you must infer that they are due to faults in food habits, or in the company you keep, either with friends or books or films or other forms of entertainment. Keep away from such and pray to God, your guardian to save you from the fall, towards which you are heading. Ideas of suicide, let me tell you, are born out of the most despicable form of cowardice. Do not allow them to affect you; be bold, so bold that you are determined to brave out any calamity that may assail you. When you have God installed in your heart, who can lead you to destruction? When you are agitated by anger or hatred or agony, drink cold water; lie down quietly; sing a few Bhajan songs. Or, walk some long distance alone, pretty fast, so that pestering thoughts are driven into silence and the solitude; blood circulates faster and movement dulls the sharpness of the thought. You may be worried, because you have promised Me something and later, you are tempted to break your word. Now, do not hesitate. When you promise that you will not smoke, or will not attend films, the promise must be clear, firm and complete. I do not gain by your promise nor do I lose, if you break it. You gain self-confidence, you gain strength, you gain moral fibre, you gain . Yes; your is My Food. So, I gain, too!

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Do not deny yourself that affection, that Love, by denying Me your Love! The need to surrender was mentioned by some one. Who offers? Who receives? You are yourself God, to whom then are you offering? Yet, you use the word, , (Offering of oneself). The problem is epochal; the solution is dismissed by the use of a word! When you discover that you are God, there is no , no . Wisdom wipes out all; God alone remains.

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Once there was a long fight between Wealth () and Wisdom (), to decide who was more praiseworthy. Wealth said that it is wanted if you must travel from your place to , for example; it is essential to spend some money for attending a cinema; for having a meal. The world cannot spin even a second, without the spin of a coin! Wisdom said, no one can distinguish between a tenner or a single note, unless he has intelligence; no one can discriminate between ruinous ways of spending money, or beneficial ways. Like the two cats that chose a monkey to arbitrate, they approached a and laid before him their problem. The said, both are good, equally good, provided each is used for a good purpose. It is the use that decides the good and bad of the two. Being a man, is itself the great wealth you have. Use it to the best advantage. Have wisdom enough to recognise, not only that you are a man, but also that you are no longer an animal, a beast or brute. That makes Wisdom complete; or else, it is only partial.

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It is imperative to have strict discipline A word about the Rules and Restrictions for . You must implicitly follow the directions of the State President and the District President, who nominate the Convenors. When you are tempted to question them, remind yourself that their words have come through the Grace and Blessings of , who has nominated them. Be polite, humble and sweet in your responses to the commands you receive. It is imperative to have strict discipline; no exception or concession can be tolerated, One word, one road - that should be the motto. In some and (societies and organisations), as a result of the ambition of one individual or the greed of one group, factions have sprouted and the spiritual atmosphere has been fouled. The infection of politics has infiltrated into these Organisations. This is because some people have started the for their own aggrandizement. These will soon be eliminated, do not worry.

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You must carry on your service, regardless of what the elders are doing to earn name or fame. Serve, because you must, because your inner impulse asks you to do it, because you get out of it. When you find that a patient can be cured by a drug that he is too poor to purchase, if the Doctor says that it is urgent and essential to save his life, do not hesitate to borrow or lend the money. Ask a member of the Samithi, or any one else; for, the life is more precious. Service at the time when it is most needed is most beneficial. Try to get milk powder and supply milk and fruits to the poor who are suffering neglect in hospitals. God likes to be worshipped with the flower of Compassion. Scatter the seeds of Love in dreary desert hearts; then, sprouts of Love will make the wastes green with joy, blossoms of Love will make the air fragrant, rivers of Love will murmur along the valleys and every bird, beast and child will sing the song of Love. Now, we have only in some villages and towns. We must have them in all villages and all towns, so that the service of man by man can lead to the discovery by man of the God that is his reality.