Verse 22
Brahma looks for his own source and does not find it· Verses 15–22
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तस्माद्युगान्तश्वसनावघूर्ण-जलोर्मिचक्रात्सलिलाद्विरूढम् ।उपाश्रितः कञ्जमु लोकतत्त्वंनात्मानमद्धाविददादिदेवः
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15That lotus of the worlds, shining with all the qualities, Visnu himself entered; and within it the Ordainer, who is made of the Veda, came to be, he whom they call the self-born. 16Seated on the pericarp of that lotus and seeing no world at all, turning about in the sky with rolling eyes, he came to have four faces, one towards each quarter. 17Resting on that lotus grown out of the water, whose circling waves the wind at the age's end had stirred, the first of gods did not directly know the truth of the world, nor his own self. 18Who is this that I am, here on the back of the lotus? And from what is this lotus, standing alone in the water? Surely there is something below it here on which it rests, and in that something real must be.
19Having looked in this way, he entered the water within by the channels of that lotus stalk; but though he went down, searching for the navel that was the source of that firm stalk, the unborn one did not find it. 20Vidura, while he searched in that shoreless darkness for his own origin, the great three-rimmed one came upon him, the weapon which rouses fear in embodied beings and wears away the life of the unborn one. 21Then that god turned back, his wish ungained, and reaching his own seat again, slowly mastering his breath and drawing his mind back, he sat down, risen into the yoga of samadhi. 22In time, over the span of a person's life, his yoga well begun and his understanding grown, the unborn one saw within his own heart what was shining there, and saw what he had not seen before: