33. A Prayer to Goddess Meenakshi
Neelakanta Deekshitar composed a series of exquisite hymns known as Ananda Sagara Stava dedicated to Goddess Madurai Meenakshi. Within these verses, he offers a heartfelt prayer to the Divine Mother:
“I may be reborn in any form, in any family. This is beyond my control. Even if I am born into a household that lacks devotion to You, I will accept it. But I have just one plea, O Meenakshi. Do not let me suffer the misfortune of a life that is not spent in Your service.”
In another moving passage, he expresses the unbreakable bond between him and the Divine Mother:
“You and I share the eternal relationship of mother and child. No one can sever this sacred connection. Even if, in my ignorance, I stubbornly turn away from You, it remains Your duty as my Divine Mother to bring me back to Your embrace. I am Yours, no matter how far I stray, for my limited intelligence does not change the truth of our bond.”
To illustrate this, Neelakanta Deekshitar presents a striking analogy:
“Consider a king who owns a cow. If the cow wanders into a neighbouring land, will it cease to be the king’s property? Certainly not! In the same way, I belong to You, O Meenakshi, even if my mind foolishly wanders elsewhere.”
In another instance, his words brim with devotion and surrender:
“I pray to You, asking for Your protection. But truly, do I even need to ask? Saving me is not a choice for You, O Mother. It is Your sacred duty! You have no right to refuse me refuge!”
Through these powerful verses, Neelakanta Deekshitar beautifully conveys the depth of a devotee’s love and the unwavering grace of the Divine Mother. His words remind us that no matter how lost we may feel, we always belong to Her.
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