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Sri Ramakrishna: Over this I become impatient at times—I show it to one—then I show it to another—and I say, Tell me, will it get well? Rakhal gets cross—he does not understand my state. At times I think, if he goes away from here, let him go—then again I tell the Mother, Mother, where is he to go—where is he to go to burn and be scorched!