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"In that state I could enjoy nothing but talk about God. If I heard people talking of worldly things I would sit and weep. When Mathur Babu took me with him on pilgrimage, we stayed some days at Raja Babu's house in Kasi. I was sitting in the parlour with Mathur Babu, and Raja Babu and the others were sitting there too. I found them talking of worldly matters: 'So much money has been lost,' and things of that kind. I began to weep. 'Mother,' I said, 'where have You brought me! At Rasmani's temple I was perfectly happy, and even here, come on pilgrimage, it is the same talk of woman and gold. But there, at Dakshineswar, I never had to hear worldly talk.'"