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Sri Ramakrishna: And Hazra presumes to instruct me: "Why all this concern for the young lads?" On the way to Balaram's house in the carriage I fell into great anxiety. I said, "Mother, Hazra asks why I think so much about Narendra and all the other boys. he says, why do you leave off thinking of God and think of these boys?" As I was saying this, all at once She showed me that it is He who has become man. He shows Himself clearly in a pure vessel. After that vision, as the samadhi eased a little, anger against Hazra rose in me. I said, the rascal upset my mind. Then again I thought, what is the poor fellow's fault? How is he to know?