Verse 42

प्राक्तनीं दीर्घदौरात्म्यदशां स्मृत्वा पुनःपुनः ।कोहं किं तद्बभूवेति हसन्मुक्ताच्छटासितम्

In plain words

Remembering again and again my former state of long wickedness -- 'Who am I? What was all that?' -- I laugh, with a laughter white as a spray of pearls.