In English
While and were causing a lot of hardship to and uttering harsh words, he was determined to keep away from the harsh words. always uttered the sacred, “” so loudly that he would not hear anything else. When he was alone, used to look at the exquisite beauty that is contained in God’s creation, but when his father or came, he used to close his eyes. Even when his father spoke to him, he used to close his eyes because he was worried that if he looked at his father, bad ideas would get into him. The meaning of a sacred saying like, “” is that the thoughts will determine the action - and of “” is that if you have divine ideas, you will merge with . These are, therefore, very important. After was killed, Lord was preparing to leave and started shivering. Lord asked if was trembling because of the fearful and strange appearance of God. To this question, said that he was certainly not afraid of looking at the beautiful face of God and listening to the beautiful voice of God. He said that there was no chance whatsoever of his being afraid because of God’s presence. said that he was worried that the Lord would leave after giving him a sacred vision and that he would be left back alone on earth. said that he cannot live in the world - even for a moment - without the Lord and that this was causing him a great deal of worry.