In plain words
Amutaṉār, to those who ask him: Through mighty deeds that bring a sorrow that keeps growing, I never gained the firm faith that rises in the highest good deed [surrender]; and until this stinking flesh gives way I wander alone, now holding up, now falling. Yet for me there is our lord [Kūrattāzhvāṉ], who has come to Rāmānuja.