Verse 43

किं मे जीवितदुःखेन मरणं मे महोत्सवः ।लोकनिन्द्यस्य दुर्जन्तोर्जीवितान्मरणं वरम्

In plain words

'What use to me is this wretched life? Death for me would be a great festival. For a vile creature reviled by the world, death is better than life.'