Verse 19

हा कष्टमेव निग्राह्यो नित्यानुग्राह्य एष मे ।दिष्ट्याद्य सुखवानस्मि कष्टमद्यास्मि दुःखवान्

In plain words

Alas, what suffering! This one must be restrained by me, and yet must ever be favoured by me. Today, by good fortune, I am happy; today, alas, I am sorrowful.